To find the core of your most original and superior nature, you need to go back – way, way, way back before present time. You need to go back to the beginning before you were born, when you were suspended in the most magnificent place of spirit, where you chose what it was that you needed to learn in this lifetime.
You chose with understanding and the wisdom of your teachers, the Sisterhood of the Shields living with you, around you, but not of this time, a very long time ago in terms of our relativity. In terms of spirit, it was simply a moment.
This meditation is from the 2004 JT Sacred Luminaria: Igniting the Fires of Joy: